my largest failures
and realizing that i can't ever be
or really do what i wanted to do
it's hard to be honest with yourself
to tear your own heart out
to embrace your own imperfections
and the scold yourself for your faults
but the thing is
when you are
i'm not sure if it really is beneficial
all you do is disillusion yourself
away from your created reality of security
and abandon yourself to the alone
and that alone is isolating
demoralizing, alienating
until your hands shake out of fear
that your mind will scold them
for the clumsy things they do
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